Would you believe that in my darkest hour, at the apex of my being, I failed.$B$BAs I fled from the wanton destruction of the forces that overwhelmed us, the only sounds I could hear were the screams of my soldiers and the rapid beat of my own heart.$B$BA short while later, I returned to the Blasted Lands in hopes of rescuing my men and restoring my honor. Instead I was captured and beaten until dead.$B$BWhat I found out during my inquisition and subsequent torture was horrifying.